Time to Move On.

I was taken by him from the moment I saw him. He stood out from the crowd. Tall, dark, very broad shoulders, solemn but bright aura, VERY handsome. My heart was set but I teased him A LOT. I worked the room, looked around, but it was decided who I was going home with.

Before we could be together, I always had my reservations about sharing my life like this. Making myself so vulnerable to his constant use, being available to him 24/7. But I was hooked from the moment go. He was amazing, very efficient, very dependable. He woke me up in the morning, kept me company at breakfast, managed my schedule, reminded me of my commitments, took messages from people when I was busy. Not only that he became my mentor in many ways. He was a bank of information. He would coach me on the things I didn't know. During the days he was my business associate, and he was a comforting companion in the evenings. He would call upon my friends to make plans, or have a little chat. He would read me stories in bed, he would serenade me when I wanted. He even slept by my side whenever I was too tired.

Not only he became my window to the world but also a trustworthy companion. I became totally dependent on him. He became an extension of my own self.

It has been two years since then and he has become weary of me. He seems to be losing interest and the ability to keep up with me. I can clearly see that his handsome looks have deteriorated so much. He has been obstinate to my touch even. He takes long breaks still seems tired. He takes long pauses before he answers any of my queries. Sometimes he looks at me in a way as though I have been his abuser. I know I should have been a little bit more sensitive to his needs. I never bought him a gift, not even a small accessory. I never said thank you BUT I have been faithful, what else does he expect of me?? He shouldn't have given up on me so soon. He knows I always had 'options'. I am VERY disappointed.

I have enjoyed his company, but he has let me down. And I am afraid its time to move on.

I bid you farewell my dear old blackberry handset.. Axiom, here I come ;)